Just you wait, world!

I might be ugly. I might be a pest. I might be a parasite. And I might be a disease. But, I am more than what meets the eye. Just you wait, world. There will be a time this shell evanesces; the shell that conceals who I really am. There will a time the unseen uncovers; the unseen wings that will soar me above you. There will be a time you can only wonder, how can he who once failed to enchant can now be so alluring. Just you wait, world, for the time I am a butterfly.

The beginning

At the beginning, there was nothing in the universe. It was pitch black, dark, and empty. Silence. And then, random thing happened. Atoms collided, merged, separated, combined, negated each other, and the finally, they were not negated, but instead positively chained to create the matter. It expanded, exploded, and arranged itself, from the chaotic to the orderly fashioned. It swirled, slowly, but with tremendous energy, pulling everything into its center, merged into one, condensed, with energy so powerful, it flashed. Light was born, just out of nowhere. Maybe it was created, maybe it was just random. Maybe it was meant to be, or just another unwanted effect. Who would know? But somewhere in the vast existence, life was born; also due to random and fortunate chain reactions of the elements. That random reactions created glucose, phosphate, and everything it needed to support DNA: the backbone of life. From the freak arrangements of four letters, life is as it is now. Incomprehensible. The mystery will never be unfolded. Then, you and I are here. This is, the beginning for this restless soul trying to fit in, in the universe.